Self Reinforcement: Foreword by Kit Carruthers

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The trap all of the ego invested people fall into when they want to float on themselves for being somebody brave enough to pretend to practice introspection is that all introspective awareness hits their wall of self confirmation.

Without a window to your semi-conscious you never really need to understand your background processes you can just sort of pretend you're consciously analyzing your semi-conscious thinking. You can't actually see it so you get to call it whatever you want. None of you are anywhere close, nowhere near it, you'll never ever ever ever ever see yourself without this website, the only way people like you will ever actually be able to look at yourself is smoke enough marijuana or take enough psychedelics to kill your ego and leave it properly dead for real actual real. Some of you may have pulled it off with meditation however meditation offers you too much personal control, chances are you utilized the concept of meditation to confirm yourself.

Even if you're not trying to maintain the positive image of yourself for yourself, everything you think makes sense about yourself makes sense about yourself due to the way you make sense of things. Your ego is being analyzed by the person lost entirely within the contents of the ego. Chances are your psychiatrist can't do it for you either, chances are they're lost within the contents of their ego.

The more ego investment you have, the more your subconscious system of ego reinforcement is automatically working against you. If you have virtually no ego investment, you can crack it, probably with a little help. If you're incredibly ego invested all you're going to find is how perfectly normal all of this is, how incredible it is is, how incredible it is to be some of the things I almost am and a lot of the things I am entirely not. No we don't forgive you for your subconscious system of ego reinforcement, it became constructed for a reason, you can't use that one.